TITLE - Cole
AUTHOR - Karla Sorensen
Cole Mallinson has never been able to move on.
It’s been two thousand, three hundred and sixty-two days since he’s seen his ex-wife, Julia. He’s never stopped loving her, never stopped wishing she’d come back. Everyone thinks he’s lost his mind for never moving on, but they couldn’t understand. It was never a choice.
Seven years ago, Julia Mallinson left Denver, and even though it’s the last place she wants to be, she’s back. The years of infertility that she and Cole endured during their marriage wore her down past the point of breaking. And when she left, she didn’t look back, couldn’t look back, for the sake of her sanity, her heart.
Between an accidental run-in at the grocery store and a meddling pregnant sister, Julia is forced to face the man she walked away from. The man who still, after all these years, has never moved on. Though neither has she.
And in the end, she’s left wondering if the past is ever left in the past.
“Meddling sister and second chances, 5 stars”
Sometimes when we're young we do something crazy like marry our first love. When you marry young you're not just learning about yourself but about another person as well. Sometimes in the middle of that, life throws us a curve ball we can hardly handle, and when outside opinions start to hit you, you run. Or at least that's what Julia did.
Now Julia is back and avoidance is the game. Until her sister puts Cole in front of her. Julia loves Cole, but not herself. She doesn't forgive herself for the way it all played out.
Cole loves Julia no questions asked. Would he take her back? Heck yes, but its not about him, it's about her and her fight with herself. Will he finally get back the only woman he has ever loved or will he go through life alone?
Jesus, Cole is a swoon worthy dude. Even after divorce he takes his marriage vows serious, insert swoon. Julia I had a love hate relationship with. She was one of the more unsure heroines that Karla has written. Usually it would drive me nuts, but it she needed to be that way for the story to work. You don't get as much of Cole’s friends that we have in previous books in the series, but you do get Brooke and shes amazing.
Karla took a slightly taboo subject and made it real. I hurt for Cole, but my heart broke for Julia. Especially where I know someone who was dealing with the same struggles. My chest literally hurts thinking about it. I can’t wait to see where the series goes, Karla is full of surprises and gets better with each story.
Here are a few quotes I loved from Cole;
“Wasting a moment, forgetting a second of this would only be something to add to my list of things I’d done wrong. So I savored it. Breathed him in, enjoyed the feel of his hair in between my fingers, the iron band of muscles in his arms where they encircled me, clutched me to him.”
“You feel real. The way your heart is pounding under my arms feels real, but I can’t get over the fact that I might be dreaming this up.”
“I’m impressed. Not everyone can be intimidating when they’re not wearing pants.”
Writing style- 5/5